Day 2. No one will love you as much as I do.

Babyboy, it's th 2nd day without you today. :'(
I'm not used to it. Waking up without you, i feel so lifeless. i can't do anyth right.
:'( sighs.

How was your 1st full day in thr ? Have you slept well ? Did you have a proper rest ?
Did you enjoy th cold weather last night to sleep ? Baby, i missed you. :'((

Sighs. I smelled your shirt before going to bed, then look at your picture before sleeping.~
And i woke up smelling your shirt again, sighs. I hug my own bolster th whole day home, cus thts th only thing i'm able to hug. :'(
I feel like just taking a cab to your house, cus thts my usual daily life when you were home.
And hugging you to sleep was alr a daily routine, and waking up by your snores and kicks, i was used to it already. :(

Life's so different without you baby. :(

Met Xinyun Lovely for lunch at t1 BBQ Chicken, then went shopping for my new slipper.
Cus my leopard slipper broke while you took me for a walk to your past places that night. But it's okay, it was worth it hunz. Sighs.
I missed you.

Went back home aft tht, if you were thr, you would say " Guai baby, go home early & maple with me ok " . Sighs. Now thr's no one to text me, and i've no one to text saying i'm going home now .. Sighs. I missed you . :'(

Met gekpeng and kor at night w elise n marcus to slack and shop abit. dont worry hunz. sighs.
i miss you. :( cant stop thinking and talking abt you th whole time. :(
cab home with elise and marcus around 12am+. not too late uh bby!

Babyboy, pls cme back soon. <3333 i miss you damn lots. :'(

I've to wear lotion + liner when i go out to cover my eye bags and swell. :( sighs, pls cme bck soon. :(((
I want a hug, i need you to take care of me baby. :((

:(((

19 more days. :(

Day 1. Lost without you.

Hi dear baby, how're you today ?
My day's .. terrible .. I miss you so much. I'm just not used to it being without you.
It was you 24/7 everyday in my life. Now you're missing, i just find it so hopeless, lifeless. :(

Worrying all day long, missing you every second, crying about you from time to time. I just have to try to be strong.

I met korkor for dinner then angie n' her boyf for awhile. talking abt you, showing our every pictures, your silly and adorable expressions, kinda irritates him, but still i miss you more then ever. Each time just being quiet for a second, a tear will spill into my eyes, i just can't stop missing you. :'(

I hope you're doing fine inside, hope you're not fighting nor quarreling w anyone. cme out soon & have a good report ok. so that you can cme out faster. <3 i miss you so much. :'(( I bought a d&t carve named thingy while walking past pasa malam just now, and i did your name. I know you won't want me to waste money over this type of stuff, but i just can't help myself over doing sth that can see you. Even an ant cn make me remind of you, how you killed ants fr me. :'((( I miss you ..

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Not much changes in th front, added a layer of nail polish shiner to make it more glossy and less "d&t" look.

Baby, i miss you. I just hope you won't go in aft this 3 weeks anymre. i miss you so badly. i can't imagine being without you for years. :'( !!!

Come out soon baby. We're all waiting for you to come out. :'(

Your daddy called me this evening, i should be meeting him next week or sth our baby.
Hunny, we all miss you. I know you're missing me too. When you went in, it was heaving real heavy with thunders, and here tonight there's thunder again. I can hear you calling me. I can hear your tears, i can hear your voice.

I miss you so much. :'( I kept your white tee with me, i hung it in my closet, i dont wanna wear it out, i want your smell to be thr. I'll smell it once every while. It feels like you're just beside me when i closed by eyes to smell it. I almost fainted, th smell, was just you, was just th guy i love so much.

I miss you real terribly, babyboy, cme out soon pls. :'((((

没有你，我真的很辛苦。你不在我身边，我不习惯。我自需要你，我不要别的。:'(((

I love you hunz, i miss you, <3 :((

20 more days to your next court.

Luvs.

A day to remember.

Hi thr.

I'm back home after a week at fiance's place. Watched Wrath of the Titans with baby ytd at Westmall. And had our lunch at pastamania since baby have not tried them yet.

He's waiting patiently for his meal, hehe. (mine came first :3)

Baby's reaction aft th meal is " Eat until scared alr , LOL . His spag was still ok, my cheesey crumble was scary . " Haha, adorable :B

While going for a walk waiting for th time for th movie, passed by the wedding photoshoot booth, and unexpectedly baby stopped and listened, then sat down :O i was in great shock. hah.
usually he would just pass and walk off. :/
After great discussion, and planning, and thinkings, baby got down a deposit for th taiwan trip for our marriage photoshoot :B weehee happygirl95. :P

Th tour is gonna be awesome, great food, cheap + free outfits to choose from Bvlgari :P
Chitty-chatty, sign-sign, pay-pay, happy-happy, movie time ~

Got baby's cheese sausage, and i tried the churros,( i no likey ), a drink and an awesome movie which baby was cuddling towards me th whole time, hehee ^^ :P

Walked down for baby's puff, then wanted to buy durian back for his grandparents, then unexpectedly th marriage booth person was a friend of th uncle selling durians, and yes DISCOUNT. haha, >,< Bought 6 packet of durians back home. Th3Sm3LL. :X

Back home and put down stuff, baby changed and headed down for drinks. Met matt, then went back up. Showered, and watched Chucky Child's Time till 3am+ i fell asleep :@ !
Baby woke me up before leaving house today morning, sigh. I miss him already. :'(

Prayed hard, cried hard, miss him so badly. <33333

come home soon hunny, baby and i are waiting for you. :'(

Be peace be with you.

2nd blog entry, (':







I got nothing much to say just that a big surprise my dad came over to fiance's place to look for me and pass me cash in case i do not have enough. :/

*to some people*

Why your mouth so big ? Karma will strike back on you. (':

*winkwink*

Bebe's new hair cut, adorable :3

Hubby's court is tmrw, how time flies so fasttttttttttt. N' our 7th Month was just yesterday. Didn't celebrate much, but heading to movie and dinner later. (:

God O Lord, Bless Alson Chua Jian Xiong's court to go well and be at peace. Bless that nothing happens to him so that we can have our own happy family. He have amended his mistakes and have not done anything bad anymore. He have repent and is hoping for a peaceful future.
Bless him God Our Lord, take good care of him, bless him and guide him to the right way of life.
*Amen*

A new heart, a new life, a new beginning.

Just another day, like always. But something surprised us in just a few seconds.
How would you react when something big is gonna change your life just like that.

For me, i kept quiet, in fact i didn't give much reaction cause my boyfriend was quarreling with me at that moment. The first thing i did, was called him with his attitude voice at that moment, he didn't say much. Then i called my close sister, and she was much shock then i was myself.

But during that moment, i was quite excited as well, and somehow confused .. :/ Didn't know what to do, didn't know who to tell. ~

3 months+ have passed, after knowing that fiance's friend had miscarriage cause of carbonated drinks and sorts, we went to check again. And yes double positive. He changed the way he treated me after that, he got more worried, more concerned about what im eating, and more strict. :(

N' i'm alright with that, at least i know he's taking this seriously, and he wants it. ^^


Guess the only thing that is stopping us, is my family. Fiance's family has been awesome to me. They treat me just like a member of their family. His grandma takes good care of me and worries when we came back late. Heehee, i'm touched. :p



` Last night, Matt and I helped baby with his contact lens, and it took us quite some time as it was his first time wearing and his eyes were small. hahaha, so adorable. :b

Okay i love him so much. heehee. ^^

Byeeeeeeeee. :3