Day 1. Lost without you.

Hi dear baby, how're you today ?
My day's .. terrible .. I miss you so much. I'm just not used to it being without you.
It was you 24/7 everyday in my life. Now you're missing, i just find it so hopeless, lifeless. :(

Worrying all day long, missing you every second, crying about you from time to time. I just have to try to be strong.

I met korkor for dinner then angie n' her boyf for awhile. talking abt you, showing our every pictures, your silly and adorable expressions, kinda irritates him, but still i miss you more then ever. Each time just being quiet for a second, a tear will spill into my eyes, i just can't stop missing you. :'(

I hope you're doing fine inside, hope you're not fighting nor quarreling w anyone. cme out soon & have a good report ok. so that you can cme out faster. <3 i miss you so much. :'(( I bought a d&t carve named thingy while walking past pasa malam just now, and i did your name. I know you won't want me to waste money over this type of stuff, but i just can't help myself over doing sth that can see you. Even an ant cn make me remind of you, how you killed ants fr me. :'((( I miss you ..

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Not much changes in th front, added a layer of nail polish shiner to make it more glossy and less "d&t" look.

Baby, i miss you. I just hope you won't go in aft this 3 weeks anymre. i miss you so badly. i can't imagine being without you for years. :'( !!!

Come out soon baby. We're all waiting for you to come out. :'(

Your daddy called me this evening, i should be meeting him next week or sth our baby.
Hunny, we all miss you. I know you're missing me too. When you went in, it was heaving real heavy with thunders, and here tonight there's thunder again. I can hear you calling me. I can hear your tears, i can hear your voice.

I miss you so much. :'( I kept your white tee with me, i hung it in my closet, i dont wanna wear it out, i want your smell to be thr. I'll smell it once every while. It feels like you're just beside me when i closed by eyes to smell it. I almost fainted, th smell, was just you, was just th guy i love so much.

I miss you real terribly, babyboy, cme out soon pls. :'((((

没有你，我真的很辛苦。你不在我身边，我不习惯。我自需要你，我不要别的。:'(((

I love you hunz, i miss you, <3 :((

20 more days to your next court.

Luvs.