A month without you.

Missing you so much till now. Somehow regretting what i'm doing, mixing with the society back once again, after such a long time. I know i shouldn't be drinking and all baby, but that's the only way i can cool myself down. BUT baby, don't worry, cus i'm always with girl-friends. Okay? :(
Sigh. I really miss you so so much.

I still remember the time where we patched up, i don't wanna talk so much about the first few months being tgt, cus it was kind of a bad past for us too, but still i didn't regret being with you throughout the entire months , quarrels and stuff.

Our first couple anklet we bought at tamp ? You loved the bell, heheh. But yours broke after awhile due to your "kungfu" during sleeping. Then i removed mine and we threw it on the grass tgt. (During our 1st monthsary period)

You met up with my family for the first time during my sister's birthday at rws. you didn't wanna go cus you were too shy and cus it was so late and afraid thr's no train to go back. But still, you went then cabbed back home in the end. Just to please me. Sigh. (During our 2nd monthsary period)

And the first time you saw me in the wedding gown, you were so shocked, so speechless. I still rmb your expression. Sigh, i felt like i was alr engaged to you at that time. ♥

And after we broke up, we met for the first time after a month. You changed so much. Becoming sucha stupid beng. But still, you were so cute, so sweet. We had our usual daily lunch at mac, then a movie at marina square.

( You liked this picture so much, LOL)

And we met up the next day again. You were wearing your stupid biker jacket cus you were gonna ride out. And we quarreled in the night cus of your ex girlfriend. And that's the day we had such a big fight including my parents. You cabbed down to my place aft your motor accident and we quarreled still after i'd applied the medication for your wounds. You were so depressed, so was i. But still the love we had brought us back tgt again.

You changed for me, you dyed back your hair. Done with your biking, spending more time with me. But still we quarreled. But we've calmed down our anger. We cried, and yes sad faces. I still rmb this photo. You cried and asked why are we like this. Baby, i'll still hold this relationship tight no matter what.

And whenever your friends asked you to go drinking. You never fail to bring me along. Even if i can't make it, or idw to go, you'll decline them and spend the time with me. And you'd go home to make me not worry about you. How sweet you were.




Babyboy, i know you lied to me. I'm so so pissed, srsly. i feel like fking you upside down. But still, during our months tgt, you didn't cheat on me, you didn't betray me, you tried your best being a good boyfriend, a filial son, a good son-in-law, and learning to be a good husband and a father.
Baby, i'm still waiting for you right here. I can't wait to visit you. Sigh, 18 months.  17 months more to go.

I'll be waiting baby, i'll be waiting. ♥