28th April 2011, Happy 8th Monthsary Baby.

How're you my love ? It's been 10 days since you went in. And it's been 18 days since i last visited you.
Such a short period huh ? But it felt like it's been so so long, it's been so terrible.
The feeling sucks so badly. I've been crying, i'm hurting inside.

What will happen ? Why did this happen ? What will happen next ? What could happen ?
Why's this so ? :'(
I miss you so so much. :"( When will i be able to see you again baby boy. It's so hurting here. :'(

In such a short period, so many things have happened. Do you know that ? Sighs .





Remember the promises we made ? I'll fulfill it . One of it was to wait for you, and i'll do it baby. I will.
Another one right now is never to betray you, i won't hunny. I won't let any guy come close to me.
Even if they would, i won't give them a chance to come close either. Baby, our promises, i miss you n' i love you.
I hope you'll fulfill the promises you made to me baby.

 Ps :/ He was using Matthew's phone while to court.

Sigh, i rly miss you so much do you know that baby ? :'(
我真的真的很想你。你知道吗？我很伤心，我很痛苦。为了你，是值得的。
为了爱，为了我们的将来。我会坚强。老公，我爱你。♥
Still remember this song baby ?

 

You're one in a million baby, ilubchuu shosho fudging muchhh. :*

Strangers, to Enemies, and to BabyGirls ♥

Hi babygirl! ♥

I know you don't really like our HIGH photos but i'm still gonna post up. :p ONE only okay! Heheh.
Thanks for being a great friend always. You always tell me to take care whenever i feel emo, not to think so much, and take care of my health even though we weren't close yet.

Didn't expect to spend my birthday with you either, but who knows. Hah, fate?

I know you saddie still for that someone, but still life goes on right? You cheered me up when i was down too.
You understood how i felt, thr for me to talk to. And shosho cuteeeee. Hehehe.

^-^

Heheh, sorry for posting our unglam photos! :x but still, i enjoyed the much times with you.
Playing and throwing ice everywhere, haha. immature right, but we still have our childish moments.

Hehehe, luvyou. See you tmrw. ♥♥♥ :*

Fklife, Fklove, Fkeverything

Whats wrong, why am i always suffering with this type of nonsense. I hate life, sighs.

Fk all guys out there that think playing girls is fun and enjoyable. Seriously fuck you upside down.

Hate you ttm. 

Fuck myself for believing all those stupid stuff you've told me.

Why'd you left me hanging ? I hate you so much for leaving me like this.

I swear, i'll never trust a guy that much anymore.

I hate you, i rly do. But i love you still ..

Day 16. Missing you like i always do, awaiting for a miracle ♥

Day 16 hunny, 16 days without you already. How pathetic. I'm still not used to it.
I used to complain to gp, 'bohbian boyfriend mah', n' right now. i'm rly missing how much you control me n' get angry for th lil small things i did cus you were worried.
even shopping around now is boredom, whenever i see a nice top for you, a sth nice for you, i wanted to buy; however ..

Th feeling is so hard. You're suffering inside, so am i suffering outside here.
Nothing's going right ever since you left. I miss you so fking much.

My home screen wallpaper have not changed since the beginning, it was our first picture tgt at tampines 400+ coffee shop. n' my lock screen i've changed to our picture at cine, th picture tht you like alot. Wherever i go, whatever i do, it's always about you.

Definitely friends ask me to cheer up, of cus i'll put a smile for them. But nothing can help makes me missing you lesser :'( I just wanna see you n' hug you fking tight n' idw to let you go no matter what pls. :'( Imissyou ♥

Bby please come home soon. ♥♥


I'm going camp w mummy tmrw till wednesday? 4 days shag ttm. mum sign up for me, not i rly wanted but fkit she sign up w me knowing -_- damned.

baby i miss you, cme back soon ♥



5 days till your next court dear. :'(

Day 15. Why. Life. So. Miserable. :'(

Baby, i've been sleeping th whole day, sighs. tons of nightmares, gosh. woke up w tears, feeling scared. no one's thr i can call nor talk to anymore. :'(

Your daddy woke me up ard 9+ w a call, he say you might not come out this 20th either, sighs. :'(
What am i suppose to do without you now. :'( Sighs. Srsly feel like suiciding, but sighs.
Trying to stay strong, but so weak. :'(

I really miss you hunz, i want you to come back soon pls baby. :'( I miss you. ❤

Just wish thr's a teleport machine, that i can teleport in whenever i miss you :'( Sighs.
Or maybe be a wizard or learn magic, how awesome. so i can see you. sighs.

I'm missing you so much hunz, i really need you home beside me. :'(

Your grandma throw away your chouchou alr btw. :/ sad, i cannot bring home n' hug anymore. :'(
I miss you hunny, i want your hugs .. sighs.

Shall head to shower, then to bed again?

Luvyoubaby❤

Your fav fried crab meat again .. *idk y it looks so chaoda?*

6 more days till your next court..

Day 14. Glad you're fine. :* ♥

Babyboyyy, sorry for not blogging ytd. :( Was sleeping the whole day till night, then watch tv n' fall asleep again :/ i sleep so much, hehehe. luckily i woke up on time to head out to see you huh baby ♥ ^^
Cab down to your place n' went down to the dk what place is that w your grandma n' daddy.
Super excited to see you, but at th same time almost tearing. :(

Then finally, able to see you. You were waiting for us thr ♥ Super happy to see you. You changed so much aft a week +, you got more meaty, babyboy imy so much.
i can see you were tearing, so were your dad n' grandma, i was trying to control the whole time, till th tears dripped down by itself. :'(

Baby, i'm glad you're doing fine inside. ♥♥ Glad you've got your friends thr to take care of you. Glad you're able to control not to fight, Glad you're eating well thr, Glad you're not suffering inside. (:

Just so happy to see you hunz, our joke were still thr. Our bond were still thr. We've not changed our love for each other even not speaking nor seeing each other for a week +.
N' you still can laugh when daddy ask you about baby huh! still can giggle and laugh laugh laugh, tsk. forever my asshole baby ^-^
But still, i really hope you can come out soon. :( I miss you so much alr .

You say you're gonna come out this 20th for a bail huhz, better come out, if you don't i'd kill youuuuuuuuuu alr ! :@ Okay !

Iloveyouhunz ♥ Come home soon :*

Whenever i think of you, this happens.♥

7 more days, 1 week more to go ! ♥♥

Day 12. You'd be my only one forever till eternity ♥

12 days without you today baby .. N' i'm missing as much as i do or even more.
Maybe i shld have left, cus i know you'll worry inside for me, but i'm sorry i can't. i'm still waiting for you right here.
I'm not leaving, i'm waiting impatiently for you to come out cus i'm missing you so so much :((
Friends' ask me, " Do you love him that much ? " , " Why do you love him so deeply ? "
I can't rly explain it, cus when this feeling comes, no words can describe how much and why i love you that much.





Well, everything you do makes me smile. each time we quarrel, i don't like it but i'm glad cus at th end of it you always text me a msg saying you love me.

How sweet you are, this is why i love you.
You lost contacts with your friends and even girls, just for me, just for our future.
You're a one in a million guy ♥

I didn't expect a guy like you would do so much for me.
You stopped clubbing, you stop going pub, you stopped drinking, you didn't go out w your friends that often.
Instead, when you wanted to go drinking, you brought me along.
When you wanted to go to the pub, you brought me along, and when i couldn't go, you didn't went; yet stayed home n' accompany me.
N' even when you wanna go out w your friends, you made sure thr were no females thr, n' you would ask me first or even bring me along so i wouldn't worry.

Babyboy, you're really a one in a million guy ♥

Loving you, choosing you over my ex was the right thing to do.
I'd thanks my ex boyfriends for letting me go so i am able to be with you ♥

You may hurt me alot, you may made me cry so much, but the happiness n' love we had has over powered all those hurts. I love you so much bby. :( I miss you so much right now.

I'm waiting for you to come home even though i'm suffering so much here.

You're my only guy, my only lover, the only one i wanna hold your hands n' say " I do." ♥

Come home soon darling, iloveyou. ♥♥♥


9 more days till your next court , hope you'd come home ♥♥

Day 11. Insomnia being without you.

Darling boy, it's alr the 11th day without you. Gosh, why time flies so slow. :((
I'm missing you so much dear, i'm suffering inside, gonna have depression alr. :(
Was crying throughout the whole medical counseling, fk it. Was dead tired alr, went home and straight to bed.
Woke up at 1am+, made the food hot and eat, *i got take care of myself huh baby!*
Parents wasn't home then, they came back ard 3+, mummy made the soup hot for me, cut mangoes, and strawberry milk.

Luckily i had the milk, if not i'll be having a hard time vomiting srsly, sighs.
I only wish you were here to take care of me, :'(
I know you would. You would pat on my back each time i vomit, bring in tissue for me, make warm water for me to drink, put me on bed to rest. sighs ..

I'm hoping you're here right now babyboy, i love you like i always do, and i miss you so much. :((

The face you always did when you act cute with me. ♥♥♥

Come home soon darling. I'm waiting for you. :((

I can see you this thursday alr ♥♥ Can't wait, luvya :*


10 more daysssssssssss <33333333333333333 :*

Day 10. It's not easy being without you, but i'll try.. :(

Hey hunny, it's alr th 10th day without you ..
It's only 10 days, but it alr felt so long .. it felt like a month ?! or a year ?! :(((
i rly miss you so much.
boredom strikes to me even though thr's many things i could do, half way playing game, i stopped and i just want to write a note to you.
insomnia has strike out on me, i can't sleep peacefully without waking up and thinking about you.
or waking up when i have a nightmare.

sighs, missing you so much right here.. :( wanted to go school (later)tmrw, but mummy say i don't have to, hmm? sighs. stupid, i wanted to go to your place and smell your chouchou. i wanted to have a nap thr aft school like how i used to everytime. :(

I rly miss you my dear, i wanna hold you back into my arms again. :((
i still haven't bought the goldfishes yet, i got no time nor any mood to go down to go look for it. :(
im so bored that im playing neopets ! :x it's my childhood game, suddenly thought of it.

CHEAT! my favorite game, idk why. hah.

and as soon as i feel like blogging for you, i won :x

My Acara cute right? :x heheh.
Baby come out soon, cus i feel like mapling, but i don't feel right without you. :( Please come back soon, matt and i rly miss you alot.
mummy's asking when will you come out too. :(( see! so many people are waiting for you to come out. pls come out soon hunz. :(

i miss you terriblyy. :(((

look at th time, i can't sleep either, if you're out now, you would ask me to bath and get rdy to go down to school or go to your place and rest w you. :((
sighs. i miss you so so so so so muchhhhh. :(((((((((((((

The first time we played basketball tgt ? And you were shock :x

Baby, i love you. :( I'm waiting for you dear. :((

Hunny, I'm still keeping this text. I was playing game while you were at toilet, & you text me this. I'm holding your words up uh baby.

Come out soon. ♥ :* I miss you. ):

11 more dayyyyyyyyyyssssssssss !!!!!!! <3333333 [:

Day 9. I can't live without you.

Babyboyy, it's th 9th day without you today. I'd my baptism and first communion today hunz. Well, i was hoping you could come, but you can't make it. :(
Church was from 6-11+, was dead tired alr. was holding my bladder, and starving inside :(
Had only a small bowl of beehoon noodle before going down, psk.

and my hair is so sticky aft th oil on my hair, supposed to be oily but its all tangled up even aft washing it with soap for more then 3 times . :( my poor hair . sighs .
i know baby, if you're here you would say ' it's okay, one day will be back to normal ' .
i'm dealing with it now baby, cus everything in my mind was about you.

prayed for you just now th whole time, almost tear but i now if i did i would be getting so much people attention thr. totally will be ashamed. i would be seeing you soon bby, and i'm sure i'll tear, but i'll control okay.
I won't want you to see me sad, i don't want you to worry for me inside, i'll try to be strong outside even though i'm weak here without you. so please be a good boy inside and come out soon okay. you're all that i ever wish for, for my birthday, for my present, for our anniversary, for our future baby. <3

I'm sure many would say that i can never wait for you and will end up with another guy instead, but too bad (:
i'm gonna wait for my dear hunnybunny, <3 don't forget our taiwan trip dear, got deposit one hor! got stamp alr hor! got our face thr ! they're waiting for us. ^^
We're gonna have our own 'mini ferris wheel' photo slots and our canvas framed picture.
so please come out soon dear, i can't wait to go thr w you ^^

Heheh, i don't care if you're gonna get a tagging with timing at 7pm or 5pm, as long as you're out, i'm fine with it. I can stay home to accompany you, i would go down to buy dinner for you if you're hungry, i would cook for you, especially your favorite Egg with cheese, when the first time you overnight at my place, you love it so much. hehehe. <3

Baby, the memories we had, are truly irreplaceable and unforgettable. we had our ups and downs, but afterall, it was love that brought us tight together. Somehow i rly blamed you for leaving me here all alone, :( Rmb before court what you promised and planned w me? You changed last minute, and now we're suffering. :'(

`Still, Baby, please come home soon, cus i'm missing you so much here. :'( No matter what happens, i'll be waiting for you right here. <3

Rmb these photo babyboy ? I still rmb you rushed down all the way from b.batok down to pasir ris + bus to downtown to meet me cus i wanted to go Wildwild wet. It was your first time thr, yet you tried your best to make it, even though you were late.

I didn't know you didn't like to swim, but you didn't disappoint me instead, you swam w us for awhile then you couldn't stand the water and then went to shower without us. :(

But you didn't complain despite your bad headache. You still enjoyed the company of my friends, and your fav joker my Myanmar classmate.

How much i miss you baby, i know i didn't cherish you in th past cus i wasn't sure that i rly did love you, but after all we've been through, the love we had, the times we spent tgt, were truly amazing, irreplaceable and unforgettable.

I just hope you're right beside me right now so i can hug you tight and tell you how much i love you.

We humans don't rly cherish what we have until we lost them. But baby i've lost you once, i'll never wanna loose you again dear.

Th love i have for you can never fade away, i love you Alson. :*

And from my heart, i know this is real. It's not a puppy love, it's not a teenage love, it's not a crush, it's the real love.

<3<3<3

12 more days !!!! <333333333333 

Day 8. Still missing you like i always do, but more.

Baby babyyyyyyyyyy ! ~ 8 days without you alr, you dont know how much im suffering here without you baby.
Missing you so badly :'(

Everything's normal out here, but life's seems more boring when you're not around.
Idk why also, but i'm spending so much money even when i'm going out for a normal lunch or dinner only.
Sighs.

Can't stop thinking about you baby, idk why but you're always on my mind 24/7. Even when gekpeng makes me laugh, i'm also thinking about you. Th first thing i do when i wake up, i went to smell your shirt and give you a wake up note. Everything i do, i'll be noting down for you. <3

Sighs. Just that you can't bother me, you can't text me, you can't reply me, you can't call me .. :'''(((
Sighs .. Hope you can come out soon baby pls pls. :'(

So weak without you, so lonesome without you, so stressful without you.

I'm waiting for you to come home baby, im gonna buy th goldfish you wanted and gonna make them the aquarium how you wanted it like to be.
We all will be waiting for you to come home baby. <3

Me love you. :')

Pictures edited while missing you, i need you to come home soon baby. <3


13 more days ...

Day 7. Nothing's getting better.

Hey baby, it's 1 week without you now. How're you inside thr ? Are you doing well ?
Are you sleeping right now? Have a sweet dreams ok ? I can't stop saying, but i just miss you so much.

Was at th east coast just now w carlyn for dom's birthday bbq, not much happening, didn't did much also. I was thr for only a few hrs uh bby, i left home at 8+.
Just bbq-ed and ate, i didn't drink uh bby, don't worry. when you're not around, i got my limits.
i know what to do.
hockann drove Jeremy's car fetching me, carlyn and dom go fishing, but only dom fished.
carlyn and i were sitting thr boredom, i was looking at your picture missing you th whole time. :'(
Carlyn was falling asleep, and dom didnt even caught a single fish. :x

lol, hockann almost got us into a funeral otw thr, serious :/ we were screaming away :/ lol.
but aft tht when he fetched us back to th pit, it was a 'ok' ride back.
Sat thr awhile, went to th beach walkwalk w carlyn, squat down half way and i look up in th sky.
i sent a message to th stars, i hope you can see them inside too baby.

i hope th stars will pass you my message, cus i rly miss you.
then i thought of how you would be texting me asking me what i'd be doing 'right now', i teared.
without you by my side, my whole life's so empty ..
my phone's so quiet, my life's so boring, i've no plans anywhere, i've nothing to do either.

i miss you so much, :'( i rly need you back home darling.
i want you to come home baby, i rly need you :'( everything's all wrong and messed up without you.

i miss you so much.~


(btw, cab home ard 2+ ok bby) . <3

don't think so much k. <3 my heart is with you th whole time, and im sure everyone knows that.
sighs, i just hope you're right beside me. :'( atleast then i can spend time w you, don't have to go up and down, won't have to cry and suffer. carlyn won't worry so much, and she won't see me crying either. sighs.

missing you is th only think i know right now.
my mood's in a mess, everyone's asking me abt it; fk it srsly. even if they knw or what, can't they just keep their mouth shut, they're missing me off srsly.
(you know who you are when you read this)

pissedddd..

please come back hunz, :'(( i can't stand alone without you. :'(
everyone's making a big deal, and idk why.

A baby is born from a couple's love. 

A marriage is form from sacrifices of a couple.

I don't see why it's any wrong to have one. After all, true friends stays, and those that bitch around,
just got nothing to do with their lifes; cus they don't even understand th meaning of it.
You'll get what i meant when you've felt it. ~


Baby come back soon pls, don't forget our taiwan trip, we only got 6 years guarantee, and idw to hold it too long. you told me before your army, so you better come out, :'( and you can go thr and eat till you become fatter, so you'll look better in the photos for our marriage in th future.

Please come back soon. :'(


14 more days ..

Day 6. I don't know what to do without you. x/3 :'(

6th day without you baby, i'm hurting so much. :'(
Srsly, when cn you cme bck soon. :'( I'm crying so much. I can't stop.
Baby's hurting inside, baby misses daddy too. ~ :'(
Matthew misses you so much too.

He called me just now, he quarreled w his mum again. he cried to me otp just now, he missed you, i missed you, we're all messed up here without you. :'(
I told Matt, if you're going in rtc, i'll either suicide or steal you away from court. idc, another few weeks, months or years without you, my life's gonna be useless alr. :'(

Please come back soon.
I rly miss you so much, i can't stand a few days without you. :'(
I need you so much baby, you're th only guy i love, no other guy can replace you.
You're th only guy i love, th only guy i miss, th only guy i thought about ..

I tried mapling just now, but aft awhile, i can't. i stopped. ~
It rly reminds me of you, if law and blink were thr, atleast they'll accompany me, but they wasn't, so weren't you. :'( everything's in a mess without you hunny.

Your daddy called me this morning while i was asleep, then i called him back ltr too, he told me that we're visiting you on th 12th, yes im happy. but tele only :( atleast i get to see you.
but baby, idw to let you see me crying, but im afraid i cant control myself. :'(
I wanna show you baby's photos too, idk if you can see either.

Just hope you can come out and be right by my side each day like how you did always.
idc if they give you tagging at 7pm or 5pm, as long as you're by my side, i'm fine with it. :'(
I just need you right by my side baby. :'(
I miss you. I miss you so so so much .. :'((

Your forever cute face. <3 my eyes were swollen. ~

I just hope time would fly like how it did while we were enjoying, i wanna hold you back into my arms again. :'((
AlsonCjx, please home soon, please oh please. </3 :'((



15 more days ... :'''(((( </3

Day 5. I can't go on without you ..

5th day without you ..
Not getting any better, at all.
Well, but times flies faster, cus i'm waking up late and i'm gonna sleep earlier, so i won't be able to think so much. Night mares are better i guess, atleast i still can dream of you. :/

Went for medical check up today w mummy, kinda happy though. :/ (: smiled. ~
But then on another hand .. :( Sighs ..
Cab back to tampines and met Carlyn for lunch/dinner at Ajisen's. Ate finish my meal set + chicken wings & dumplings. :p the chicken wings are delicious, no joke. Go try if you've th time! (:

Wanted to have ice cream, but not much flavor thr to choose, so wtheck. lol.
Went walkwalk, bought candies, then went xcraft, bought a bracelet for dom's birthday.
Went the night market, carlyn got her customized keychain, but damn fail :x no offense, she was so saddddd. ~
Then she bought her phone casing, and she's happy again :x
Bought my top, ok my turn to happy. LOL

Went t1 and bought a diy cake at icing room, and went down to void deck to decorate it since they were closing.
Guess it's still not bad, but it looks damn girly :/ it look like th cake's for a girl. LOL.
But, it's th thought that counts right. hah.

*HOPE DOM IS NOT READING MY BLOG, IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A SURPRISE. but i guess he won't. :O*

Carlyn drop me off otw home. ~ So yea, baby i'm home before 12 huh, don't anyhow think ahh. <3 (:
I was missing you th whole time, swear. was taking out your photos scrolling to her, cute right, cute right. yea i guess she was kinda annoyed by it. :/

Miss you terribly baby, first thing when i came back, what i did was smelled your shirt. :x
Then went to bath, and i came out smelling and hugging your shirt smiling again. :x
I sound like a maniac/perv(?) but i rly miss you so much. :'( Only your shirt have your scent, :'(

I wanna bring your pillow and blanket home, but i think it's too much :x sighs, come back soon. i miss you :'(((((

Srsly i guess, if you're not coming back soon. Please come to my funeral. :/ :'(

I miss you so much baby, i can't do this all by myself. :'((( i need you with me, supporting me, standing by me, helping me, encouraging me. come back to my side hunny. :'(((

Fried crab meat, your fav. cooked this last night as a snack. ~

16 more days ...

Day 4. How can i be strong without you. :'(

It's th 4th day without you baby.

Well, how am i doing ? I'm doing bad. :'(
Counselor came in the afternoon aft i just woke up a few mins, and yes i teared infront of her cus we were talking about you, and i rly missed you. :'(

Then parents came back tgt with th counselor and we talked again. i got pissed and then i cried again, i ran off to th toilet and teared it all out. i was weak, cus you weren't thr beside me. i was all alone. i had no one to turned to. no one's thr for me like you were. :'(

I didn't know what to do, all i thought was waiting for you to come out and decide w me. my mind was all messed up, i was so blanked. i can't think of what to do when you're not with me. :'(

Since you were gone, i was so weak. i teared at everything, i couldn't eat, nor could i sleep. all i had were nightmares. i miss you so much baby.
i thought i was prepared if you were to go in, i would be strong, i would spend my time relaxing and just spending time at home, and i could maple while waiting for you.

But i guess i'm wrong, whenever i see th maple icon, i thought of you, i didn't enter maple ever since you left. i couldn't do anyth. all i thought was you. :'( how much i missed you, th times we had, th daily routine we'd do.

right now, 1;57am, we'd pq in maple and i would tell you i'm hungry now. and you would be hungry too, and we'll take turns to afk and pq. baby i miss you, i miss you.


- out to th balcony to cry , can't help it but .. -

i look up in the sky, asking God to bring you back to me. I know you've to serve your sentence, but i just can't do it without you.. :'(( please come back baby..

Bebe was looking and waiting for me to come back in, then i carried him up, and i cried again, he tried to kiss me he tried to lick away my tears. this reminds me of you, whenever i cry, you'd kiss my tears and wipe it away, :'( baby, please come back ..

I need you by my side. How can i be strong without you, I need you, I'm lost without you.
I keep trying to be strong, i tell myself to be strong for us, i tell myself to survive just a few more weeks till your next court to see how is it, but i hope you won't go in again. :'(

4 days, is alr killing me, i've to wait for 3 weeks instead .. What if you're going in for the next few years, or months more.. What will i do? I'd rather suicide and get done with it. :'(

I can't do anything without you baby. Please, please come back by my side. :'(
Pleaseeeeeeee .................................... :'(


Can't help but to cry, it sucks. It feels worse then it is.
I miss you so much, and i can't do anything about it. Baby come back, :'( please come back :'(((((

Edited this picture, due to boredom.

Done this Tumblr-like photo, reminding me how sweet you were. <3

:'(

Everything's about you baby, :'(
I miss you ... :'(((


17 more days ... :"(((

Day 3. I can't stop saying but i rly miss you.

Hey baby, It's th 3rd day without you.
I feel better, but i can't stop missing you & thinking about you. :'(

I woke up many times this morning, but i slept back .. Woke up with a night mare then get out of bed at 5pm+. Rot at home like shit. Sighs. I miss you so much baby.

I dont wanna maple, mapling only reminds me of you more. :'(
Seriously bby, cme back soon. :'( I can't help being without you. sighs ..
If you're not coming back soon, i rly needa suicide alr or break you out. (ya right)
sighs.

I miss you so much. Please come back home soon. :'(
I'm sleeping with an empty text, now thr's no goodnight nor goodmorning text. neither am i sending to anyone too. sighs.

Sleeping alone now, i rly miss th way you snore and steal th pillow away. :( sighs.
想你想到要死了。 :'(

I still complained you mapling maple and not replying my msges, but now i rather you'd ignore me. :'( Now i can't even talk nor contact you. Sighs. :'(
Please come home soon. I rly miss you so badly ..

Each time i smell your shirt, i smile. Each time i see th picture with your happy smile, i giggle. Cus i know you would want me to smile instead of frown. But aft it, my tears will drip automatically. I rly miss you badly dear. :'(((

Come back ... :'(


18 more days .. :'''((( </3