Day 7. Nothing's getting better.

Hey baby, it's 1 week without you now. How're you inside thr ? Are you doing well ?
Are you sleeping right now? Have a sweet dreams ok ? I can't stop saying, but i just miss you so much.

Was at th east coast just now w carlyn for dom's birthday bbq, not much happening, didn't did much also. I was thr for only a few hrs uh bby, i left home at 8+.
Just bbq-ed and ate, i didn't drink uh bby, don't worry. when you're not around, i got my limits.
i know what to do.
hockann drove Jeremy's car fetching me, carlyn and dom go fishing, but only dom fished.
carlyn and i were sitting thr boredom, i was looking at your picture missing you th whole time. :'(
Carlyn was falling asleep, and dom didnt even caught a single fish. :x

lol, hockann almost got us into a funeral otw thr, serious :/ we were screaming away :/ lol.
but aft tht when he fetched us back to th pit, it was a 'ok' ride back.
Sat thr awhile, went to th beach walkwalk w carlyn, squat down half way and i look up in th sky.
i sent a message to th stars, i hope you can see them inside too baby.

i hope th stars will pass you my message, cus i rly miss you.
then i thought of how you would be texting me asking me what i'd be doing 'right now', i teared.
without you by my side, my whole life's so empty ..
my phone's so quiet, my life's so boring, i've no plans anywhere, i've nothing to do either.

i miss you so much, :'( i rly need you back home darling.
i want you to come home baby, i rly need you :'( everything's all wrong and messed up without you.

i miss you so much.~


(btw, cab home ard 2+ ok bby) . <3

don't think so much k. <3 my heart is with you th whole time, and im sure everyone knows that.
sighs, i just hope you're right beside me. :'( atleast then i can spend time w you, don't have to go up and down, won't have to cry and suffer. carlyn won't worry so much, and she won't see me crying either. sighs.

missing you is th only think i know right now.
my mood's in a mess, everyone's asking me abt it; fk it srsly. even if they knw or what, can't they just keep their mouth shut, they're missing me off srsly.
(you know who you are when you read this)

pissedddd..

please come back hunz, :'(( i can't stand alone without you. :'(
everyone's making a big deal, and idk why.

A baby is born from a couple's love. 

A marriage is form from sacrifices of a couple.

I don't see why it's any wrong to have one. After all, true friends stays, and those that bitch around,
just got nothing to do with their lifes; cus they don't even understand th meaning of it.
You'll get what i meant when you've felt it. ~


Baby come back soon pls, don't forget our taiwan trip, we only got 6 years guarantee, and idw to hold it too long. you told me before your army, so you better come out, :'( and you can go thr and eat till you become fatter, so you'll look better in the photos for our marriage in th future.

Please come back soon. :'(


14 more days ..