Day 5. I can't go on without you ..

5th day without you ..
Not getting any better, at all.
Well, but times flies faster, cus i'm waking up late and i'm gonna sleep earlier, so i won't be able to think so much. Night mares are better i guess, atleast i still can dream of you. :/

Went for medical check up today w mummy, kinda happy though. :/ (: smiled. ~
But then on another hand .. :( Sighs ..
Cab back to tampines and met Carlyn for lunch/dinner at Ajisen's. Ate finish my meal set + chicken wings & dumplings. :p the chicken wings are delicious, no joke. Go try if you've th time! (:

Wanted to have ice cream, but not much flavor thr to choose, so wtheck. lol.
Went walkwalk, bought candies, then went xcraft, bought a bracelet for dom's birthday.
Went the night market, carlyn got her customized keychain, but damn fail :x no offense, she was so saddddd. ~
Then she bought her phone casing, and she's happy again :x
Bought my top, ok my turn to happy. LOL

Went t1 and bought a diy cake at icing room, and went down to void deck to decorate it since they were closing.
Guess it's still not bad, but it looks damn girly :/ it look like th cake's for a girl. LOL.
But, it's th thought that counts right. hah.

*HOPE DOM IS NOT READING MY BLOG, IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A SURPRISE. but i guess he won't. :O*

Carlyn drop me off otw home. ~ So yea, baby i'm home before 12 huh, don't anyhow think ahh. <3 (:
I was missing you th whole time, swear. was taking out your photos scrolling to her, cute right, cute right. yea i guess she was kinda annoyed by it. :/

Miss you terribly baby, first thing when i came back, what i did was smelled your shirt. :x
Then went to bath, and i came out smelling and hugging your shirt smiling again. :x
I sound like a maniac/perv(?) but i rly miss you so much. :'( Only your shirt have your scent, :'(

I wanna bring your pillow and blanket home, but i think it's too much :x sighs, come back soon. i miss you :'(((((

Srsly i guess, if you're not coming back soon. Please come to my funeral. :/ :'(

I miss you so much baby, i can't do this all by myself. :'((( i need you with me, supporting me, standing by me, helping me, encouraging me. come back to my side hunny. :'(((

Fried crab meat, your fav. cooked this last night as a snack. ~

16 more days ...